I wake up screaming in my sleep every fucking night
Open up my eyes to cold sweat, bloody clothes from my nose, erghh
Nothing nice, Father I’ve killed a man, but I had to do it
Only thing is ‘he’ is me, damn, how the fuck you couldn’t get me through this?!
My skin is bluish, voices in my head saying
“Don’t be stupid all you have is in that bag you better use it!”
Cut it, snuff it, puff it, shoot it, only one I trust now is myself these muthafucka’s Judas
Gun in my pillow cause’ all I feel is this paranoia
Holes in my wall from all them nights that I was feeling for him
The devils here but I’m still awake, then I broke the mirror
Why? Cause I seen his face, even my bitch corrupted
I fucked her pussy until it’s bloody took it out and then she sucked it told me that she loved it, Bitch
Everything is black I think I am deceased, I am a ghost without the bed sheets, X speak…

Fuck it, Turn the cam on, tie his feet and his hands up and watch him
I’ll be back up with that heat to get his tan on
Now that’s for fucking with me
And that’s for my dog
This because where you’re going you’re not gonna need that arm
The street’s is talking, Uh oh, there they come, Thirsty for that blood, Red rum, red rum
Do you know how it feels to be so mad you would kill?
Or to be so trapped when you scream your throat cuts like jagged pills?
And whenever you close your eyes everything inside you dies
And all the ‘high’s, crimes, and lies’ come alive muthafucka

I swear that I can feel ‘em fucking with me
Every night I feel em fucking with me
Please God tell these demons stop fucking with me
Every God damn night I feel em fucking with me
Why?! Please God…